Letter to an Ex...

Dear _______,

You have yet to give me an apology & I'm doubtful you ever will. You saw, and still see, nothing wrong with what you did. But love, when I tell you that you hurt me, you don't get to decide that you didn't. You set a match to not only whatever romantic relationship we had, but you demolished 4 years of friendship. You still look at me like you did nothing wrong, like nothing ever happened, but I hope when you look in my eyes you relive every part of that, and I hope it hurts. I hope you see me and you miss every single moment, regret every single word, and want back what you'll never get again. I hope you see me with him and you despise that with every ounce of your being. I hope his words, his actions, everything that he is makes you realize everything that you are not. But most of all, I hope you know how innocently and genuinely happy I am. I hope you hear my laugh and it is louder and prouder than it ever was with you; I hope you see my smile and it is brighter and bigger than you ever saw with you. I hope every waking and sleeping moment is full of regret. I hope to God one day you come back and apologize and ask for a second chance... just so I can tell you I'm not going to give you one.

I'm not sorry, but you should be.

xo Kaylee